Posted by Anonymous on 2014/11/08 under Uncategorized I fell for her when I was in grade 6.Now its been 3 years I have feelings for her.I am not comfortable talking with girls in class as I am a shy type of a person.I did various stupid stuff to impress her. As I was saying,I did various idiotic things to impress her. I once gave my fb password to a friend and said to him to try to impress her by chatting.She never actually wanted to chat.I was the one always messaging her.she would just reply.After a year I started chatting with her myself.But I never had the courage to talk to her at school.I used to feel extremely nervous in front of her. At the beginning of this year(2014),I told her about my feelings in chat and also requested to keep it to herself.she rejected me in a polite way.She said she was not comfortable with this sort of stuff.I believed her.She had already told her best friend about my feelings.And after this the whole school knew about it.They used to tease me and make fun of my appearance saying that I don’t have any capability of having a girlfriend.I could never say a word. After few months the most painful moment came.I got the news that she liked another boy of our class.He was a playboy type of a guy.He used girls and dumped them.I felt hurt.After a few days I got the news that he rejected the girl I like and went on relationship with her best friend.But they were still friends.One a classmate told me that the boy said he will soon dump my crush’s best friend and go on a relationship with my crush. One day I was randomly chatting with a school friend on Facebook.He said that he didn’t like that guy because he used girls.I told him want I heard from my classmate about dumping my crush’s best friend.I also said that I feel sorry for my crush because she got dumped(jokingly). The most shocking thing that happened was,he took the screenshot of our chat and send it to my crush and her best friend.At once my crush’s best friend broke up with the guy.But after various stuff all the blame came upon me.They blamed me for being jealous and because of jealousy I did this cunning act.But I can swear to everything good I have in life that I never had that intention.But nobody believes me.Even the girl I loved for 3 years told me to die as she doesn’t care.I have been heart broken since.I still love her alot!. I shared my story here because I am a loner.I don’t have anybody to share this stuff with.So I just wanted to share my pain with unknown people. Thank you for reading this.And I am sorry if you think reading this was a waste of your time.
At first let me describe myself.I am 15 years old teenager who weighs 109kg.I am really fat.That is why I am a bit shy to talk to girls.The only thing in my appearance that isn’t lame is my height.I am 6feet3inches.
So you may understand what type of a guy I look like.
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Wait till your older children are rushing there lives away relationships can’t be taken lightly
First of all I would like to say that I am so sorry for your pain, people can be so horrible sometimes and it is most often because there is something wrong with themselves, not with you. From your story your crush seems like a tipicall mean girl who puts other people down to raise herself and I am sorry that you were one of those people.
I would like to give you some advice which you provably won’t follow, but I’ll give it anyway. Get over her! Stop talking about her, stop talking to her, stop looking at her, stop thinking about her.. just stop! Get over her and get over the entire situation. Find somebody else to love, somebody who deserves it. You’ll never be happy if you don’t.
Atleast somebody understands my pain..Thank you
you should ignore her. she cant physically hurt you. remember ‘stcks and stones may break your bones but words cant hurt me’ change if you can talk to me ill help. my facebook name is franny ng.
I’m so sorry but honestly you have to let her go.. You tried everything even though you did not talk to her in person, you tried online and it still backfired. I’m not trying to bash on her, I just think a person can only take so much. Love will find you & when she does she will be lucky to have you.